I wake up,you're in my mind. I go to bed and you are still in my mind, don't know what to called it now. Many said that this (feelings/emotions) would be over so fast but in reality it has not been this way,some understand but many don't.

As humans we move on and continue life,hey that's the point right. But is so hard to continue,specially when everything reminds me of you and i keep telling myself to hate you because you are the only person in my whole life that hurt me the most. I didn't know how much you meant to me,but once you walk away it just hit me sooo hard and is not because i'm afraid of being alone but because not having you right here next to me,it felt like i was not myself.

The time we were together was the most amazing time and time flew away so fast in our hands,hours felt like minutes and the end of the day was the hard part for me. Having to say goodbye to you,but like we said "this is just a see you later."

And now the real goodbye has come,i hate to do this but once again this was not my decision. You know that saying that goes something like this..if this was yours it would come back,but if never belong to you in the first place it might not come around. When you love you simply do what is the best for the other person.

Now in this days all i have are memories but pretty soon it would be more memories. Time and destiny will keep us apart,i wish you the best in your new life. We will be separated by thousands of miles but just know that you always are going to be right here in my heart where you belong.