Its so crazy how much you mean to me,i just saw a picture of you and my heart was beating like crazy it felt like it was going 100x10 or even faster, had the same feeling as looking at you,i don't want you let you go,baby you are the one i waited for...you are my prince and only guy that has my heart.

I want to cry so bad..but i stop myself and i say"no no don't cry." if i only had you standing infront of me i would tell you how i feel,but i just want to close my eyes and pictured you being here....You were my good friend remembered the first time you called me,oh well yo actually left me a voice message i didn't answer i left my phone in my bed and it was on vibrate, when i came back to my room i was he called me and that's how our friendship started and you know what you wanted ..hehe me. And our friendship grew more step by step those late phone calls and then out of now where i started to like you and i told myself to look at your flaws and i was like nooo don't like him screaming inside of me only i knew the feelings i had,and then little by little i was like wait a minute i think he likes me too but we were only friend...during those late phone calls,loooong talks every minute this feeling became bigger and all i had in my head was you,and how me and you were so similar yet different.

Jake since we were friend i knew with all my heart you were the one for me,i waited for you for sooo many years and you finally showed up,you were my first everything,i waited for you and when i found you i couldn't believe you were here, every day in this relationship i was falling and falling in love with you,hey is not so hard when a guy like you is always there for me. if you were here i would look at you and your eyes and with any doubts will tell you that i love you,since the 1st day that you walked in my life,you completely changed everything,now i am not the same person... and days life this are so hard without you,you say you have the same feelings as me but why is this happening...this situation hurts me,it like life looks black and white to me,i need you more than everything more than the air i breath..i am nothing without you,decision is on your hands,do what is best for you.


you have a big part of my hear,please don't go do it for the love me and you have...you are my all