Why are you doing this to me?
You are killing me slowly...i can't take this my heart is in so much pain,honestly i don't know what to do anymore i am just living every day just like any day same routine. I miss you sooo much! if you know how much i miss you maybe things would change things or perhaps it wouldn't change nothing at all.
It feels like a knife its on my heart and every day its hurting more.This pain is so intense that i don't know if i am going to be able to make it,my body is giving up but my heart is telling to keep on fighting and my mind tries to shut down that voice.
This feeling is killing me and you haven't even step a foot in that airplane that would take you to a land far away from me,sometimes i wonder if i was the problem. Did i came in a bad time in your life or maybe you were ready for me or i was not good enough for so ....so many questions i have on my head and they keep repeating all over again.
Maybe i am the problem or i was the problem of your life and you are running away from me, or everything was an excuse just to walk away for me,i have question that only you could answer me and nobody else,i try answering them but is not the samething.
I think this is normal that i am still confuse about all this situation,maybe i don't need to understand but rather trust in God and know that he has my life i control,just wish things were this way.
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